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Transcend.

From last summer.
Don’t judge the plastic. I just don’t give a fuck.

The six blotters of acid came today!
One for Josh, one for my brother, two for me, two for my friendd. Will be dropping on Monday! ^-^

The dresses I just ordered online. :]

The dresses I just ordered online. :]

Omfg. So I tried LSD for the first time on Wednesday. It was absolutely insane.
I dropped it in fourth period and at first I kind of felt like I was on speed, I was talking a lot and in a much better mood yet it was nothing visual or intense. Just felt like speed. I went home and waited for my best friend to come and pick me up. I went outside and looked at the trees expecting them to look really cool or something. They kinda looked wavy but I didn’t know if that was just the wind (I think it was the breathing that objects tend to do on acid, but they all just looked like they were bulging), but if I stared long enough they were definitely doing something they shouldn’t have been doing. x] The branches all kind of swirled together and it looked like some kind of crazy abstract painting, and I started to laugh :) My friend brought me to his house and to kick the acid in overdrive I took a huge hit out of his gravity bong with our Jamaican RedHair. He put on these laser lights, that you might find at Spencers or something, and I know I have seen these lights before sober and while high off Mary Jane but they were unbelievable on acid. I could see so many more lights and they were doing much cooler things that just swirl around on the ceiling. I could see past the light on the ceiling revealing a beautiful pattern of colors. The lights were off and my whole world looked like the patterns you might see if you close your eyes. Like everywhere I looked there were patterns just in the air. They all looked so real too. I remember sitting on my friend’s bed and looked at all the patterns just droop and get more…depressing. I looked over at him and I saw his fingers shrink into bones and his face get frail and thin. He looked like he was dying before my own eyes. I guess he sensed some disturbance and said “If you feel like you’re dying, just go with it.” The moment he said that sentence it felt like my heart had just plummeted off a cliff and then at the last minute pulled the parachute out. He suggested we go for a walk though it was rainy and dreary outside. Everything outside looked like something straight out of some Edgar Allen Poe poetry or Beetlejuice. It was scary and depressing (save a few things such as a cherry tree and an old couple’s yard the resembled something out of Alice In Wonderland). I felt really anxious and kind of paranoid, but it was still cool as hell. Everything I saw was as real as the hand in front of your face. My reality was completely shattered and I had trouble wrapping my mind around what was real and what wasn’t.
After the main trip was over and I went home I remember peeing in my bathroom and looking at the fabric of the towels swirling and doing beautiful things right before my eyes. I had trouble going to sleep because when I closed my eyes, I could see these amazing patterns and what not.

Overall, my first trip was very scary but super cool. Mood and setting are key and both of those were off for my first time, so a scary trip was expected. We’ve got six more blotters on order (mind you, we each tripped ass of half of one blotter) and I can’t wait to drop it again.

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So we are reading The Great Gatsby in English. I pretty much love this book, I enjoy completeing the study guides and worksheets about it too. This book is just … perfection. ♥

My doggie never wants to look at the camera for me. :c